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I want to write but I can't sort the thoughts out enough to get the words into any semblance of sense and it's going a bit quick, there's a lot happening, a lot in my head, JUST GO WITH IT, it's all pretty good I feel good I feel good I feel good.

I kept running instead of walking, what adults run? Run to DBT run around in DBT run to have a smoke run back from a smoke talk so much can't stay still positive positive optimistic I live I will live I have lived. Alive.

PET interview I'm accepted for peer employment training court on Tuesday I'm kind of so scared kind of accepting my car wouldn't start after I got groceries but I did get it to start I got home I'm okay my car's okay I think it's spark plugs not really sure don't have money to check anyway so doesn't matter treat car well treat car like sentient being love car car good.

Say too much say not enough can't think proper looking seeing hearing feeling touching aware. Aware. AWARE.

Say nothing at all at least I make sense thoughts so everywhere can't stop don't want to stop feels good feels great. Stay safe. I will. On overdrive not complaining.

Love you all.