Mornings.

I wake up really early. Really early. Like usually, between 4:30am and 5:30am. It's not even deliberate, it's a lightness thing. It doesn't matter what time I go to sleep, because it gets light around then, so I wake up then.

On the bright side, I don't get up then, so often after a few hours I'll fall asleep again. The result? I usually get out of bed around half past eleven. And then just keep feeling tired all the time. Not really a lot I can do about it.

Saw my probation officer yesterday. She thinks I'm fine, but said I seemed really distracted. It was actually just that I knew that if I made eye contact I'd be totally busted.

Not taking my meds. Saving them. Pick up week 3 worth of them today. Flatmate thinks I'm still taking them. Still SH nearly every day, tubigrip hiding it. Flatmate knows, doesn't know how much or how little, and hasn't narked to anybody. Good.

Oh, speaking of my flatmate - she has a confirmed moved date. She's going to supported accomodation next Wednesday, the 16th. We've decided that even if I move somewhere different, we'd still like to be flatmates when she gets back out of supported. I'm thinking (and she agrees) that finding a third cool person and possibly renting a house as opposed to a unit could be a nice idea. The only issue would be lawns I guess.

I watched The Exorcism of Emily Rose last night. Well, very early this morning you know, whatever. I watched it with the light on , it was actually a very well done movie and I managed the whole two hours of it whilst lying on my side watching on my iPod somehow. These things happen.

I still desperately want new pencil sharpeners.

I've been making an effort to have breakfast, aided by the fact that I'm really digging nutrigrain at the moment. I'm eating better, but still getting diarrohea a lot.

I keep thinking I should draw but can't be bothered setting my stuff up.

Saving money for RuneScape Premier Club 12 month membership. Going well so far.