So. Tired.

So, the nights have cooled down somewhat (think 17 - 20 degrees instead of 21 - 24 degrees), and I've actually been sleeping. Admittedly it's very broken sleep, but it's a hell of a lot better than not sleeping at all. Last night was also one of those nights with too hot, too cold, and so forth - my flatmate had the same problem so it was definitely the weather and not just me.

My left arm really aches. Yesterday whilst fetching a drawing pin to hang my new calendar, I happened to roll my ankle in the process of stepping off the couch, and as a result I fell and my left arm got trapped under me. I also hit my head. My ankle feels fine today, my head's a little tender, but my upper arm is really quite sore. I don't think it's broken, in fact it feels more muscular (around my tricep), but it's annoying and I don't like it.

Still not taking meds. Still cutting daily. Have my probation appointment tomorrow. Haven't done anything to be arrested or detained, but because of the daily SH and lack of meds, my probation officer will probably organise for me to go to hospital or respite. At the moment I actually think that's a good idea, I'm not taking care of myself properly, I'm not eating properly, I'm not sleeping properly, and the absolute nothingness of hospital would be something of a relief right now. There's too much fuzz in my mind.

At least my cat is happy and healthy.