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New Year.
Posted December 31st 2012 at 11:19 PM by i_like_black
Congratulate me, I haven't been arrested or detained or had any contact with the police.
I went for a walk last night, but bearing in mind that I want my license back, I deliberately didn't do anything to get noticed. Sure I sat in a cemetery and SH'd, but it wasn't bad, because I realised I didn't have any tissues and didn't want to ruin my shirt. I sat longer waiting for it to dry before walking home, and whilst I was waiting I got to watch a hedgehog for a while. Hedgehogs are like possums, I hardly ever see them, so I quite enjoy watching them when I do.
Walked home. Fell asleep around 3am. Broken sleep. Got up about half past eleven. Realised it's New Year's Day, and tomorrow is New Year's Holiday (observed), so my Thursday appointment with my probation officer is the absolute soonest I will get to talk to somebody.
I think I was supposed to be getting daily input from ICT, but after Keri visited on the weekend, nobody else has visited. I'm not sure what to feel about that. However, when it does get to Thursday, at least my probation officer has a tendency to ask the right questions. I'm actually kinda really glad that she hasn't gone on holiday.
She will probably take the daily SH and stopping/saving meds quite seriously . . . and I suppose it is quite serious, but we'll see what happens.
I think my flatmate is mildly mad at me. I didn't tell her I was going for a walk and about half an hour after I left I got the "where are you?" text. I told her I was ok and behaving and don't worry, but she wasn't happy, and she hasn't really talked to me today. Oh well, she'll get over it. She said Margaret said she's moving soon anyway, so even if she stays mad, it won't be a big thing.
I'm exhausted but I kind of want KFC. Snack burger, mmm . . .
I went for a walk last night, but bearing in mind that I want my license back, I deliberately didn't do anything to get noticed. Sure I sat in a cemetery and SH'd, but it wasn't bad, because I realised I didn't have any tissues and didn't want to ruin my shirt. I sat longer waiting for it to dry before walking home, and whilst I was waiting I got to watch a hedgehog for a while. Hedgehogs are like possums, I hardly ever see them, so I quite enjoy watching them when I do.
Walked home. Fell asleep around 3am. Broken sleep. Got up about half past eleven. Realised it's New Year's Day, and tomorrow is New Year's Holiday (observed), so my Thursday appointment with my probation officer is the absolute soonest I will get to talk to somebody.
I think I was supposed to be getting daily input from ICT, but after Keri visited on the weekend, nobody else has visited. I'm not sure what to feel about that. However, when it does get to Thursday, at least my probation officer has a tendency to ask the right questions. I'm actually kinda really glad that she hasn't gone on holiday.
She will probably take the daily SH and stopping/saving meds quite seriously . . . and I suppose it is quite serious, but we'll see what happens.
I think my flatmate is mildly mad at me. I didn't tell her I was going for a walk and about half an hour after I left I got the "where are you?" text. I told her I was ok and behaving and don't worry, but she wasn't happy, and she hasn't really talked to me today. Oh well, she'll get over it. She said Margaret said she's moving soon anyway, so even if she stays mad, it won't be a big thing.
I'm exhausted but I kind of want KFC. Snack burger, mmm . . .
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