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Posted December 20th 2012 at 08:41 PM by i_like_black
I don't know what to do with them!
My community support worker, Leisa, is getting me stuff I don't have (using flexifund) pretty much just because she can. I feel weird about it. I mean it's really nice, but this is stuff that I would usually wait ages and ages to get. And furthermore, it's not cheap stuff either, and it's for the most part exactly the same as what I would choose for myself. I had pretty much no say in the matter. She just decided she was doing it.
So I'm getting a rice cooker (very useful, but now I have to figure out what I'm going to ask for for my birthday . . . oh well, I have a while to think of that one.), a couple of pots (I only needed one more, I already have one.), and a TV. And by a TV, I have been told this means a 32" Samsung LED TV with built-in freeview. It is (and she doesn't know this) exactly the sort of TV I would have chosen for myself, were I rich. And as a result, I happen to know that it's worth easily $400 - $700. O.o this shit is crazy, I really don't know how to cope with it.
Since Tuesday morning I've had about 3 hours sleep. I am very, very tired and it's started to affect my functioning. The thing is, I desperately want to sleep. It's not like I'm staying awake on purpose or anything like that, I want to sleep, I just - can't.
I think that's everything.
Weather is still stupidly humid.
World showing no signs of ending.
My community support worker, Leisa, is getting me stuff I don't have (using flexifund) pretty much just because she can. I feel weird about it. I mean it's really nice, but this is stuff that I would usually wait ages and ages to get. And furthermore, it's not cheap stuff either, and it's for the most part exactly the same as what I would choose for myself. I had pretty much no say in the matter. She just decided she was doing it.
So I'm getting a rice cooker (very useful, but now I have to figure out what I'm going to ask for for my birthday . . . oh well, I have a while to think of that one.), a couple of pots (I only needed one more, I already have one.), and a TV. And by a TV, I have been told this means a 32" Samsung LED TV with built-in freeview. It is (and she doesn't know this) exactly the sort of TV I would have chosen for myself, were I rich. And as a result, I happen to know that it's worth easily $400 - $700. O.o this shit is crazy, I really don't know how to cope with it.
Since Tuesday morning I've had about 3 hours sleep. I am very, very tired and it's started to affect my functioning. The thing is, I desperately want to sleep. It's not like I'm staying awake on purpose or anything like that, I want to sleep, I just - can't.
I think that's everything.
Weather is still stupidly humid.
World showing no signs of ending.
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