Been waiting a couple days to write this.

First things first: What I was originally going to blog about (but TH was down) - a record of a text conversation I had.

Me 10-Dec-2012 15:07:44 : I have been staying out of trouble. But i've been having really strong urges to do stuff. I'm not doing anything because i want my license back, but there's been a couple of times that i'm almost leaving before i remember that. Awkward, haven't told Sam, don't want her worrying.

Leisa 11-Dec-2012 09:57:21 : Just seen your text, sorry. How are you feeling today and did you sleep last night

Me 11-Dec-2012 10:26:48 : Feeling about the same. Yes I did sleep.

Leisa 11-Dec-2012 10:58:27 : You have looked a little down lately. Have you made contact with judy

Me 11-Dec-2012 10:59:15 : She texted me just now and i replied, also i saw her on friday, does that count?

Leisa 11-Dec-2012 11:32:06 : Only if it makes a difference. Are you feeling depressed?

Me 11-Dec-2012 11:33:26 : I don't know. I feel lethargic and concentrating is a bitch, but neither of those is too uncommon for me.

Leisa 11-Dec-2012 11:38:10 : You need to read a mills and boon book, lol

Me 11-Dec-2012 11:38:52 : They're hard to read because they suck so badly :P

Leisa 11-Dec-2012 11:42:15 : Oh come on, what time is the gym prize giving

Me 11-Dec-2012 11:43:34 : I'm leaving at 4:30 cos it's 2 buses to get there, it starts at 6pm.

Leisa 11-Dec-2012 11:44:15 : What are you wearing

Me 11-Dec-2012 11:45:24 : CLOTHES. Lol wtf, it's a prizegiving, it's not something that needs dressing up for.

Leisa 11-Dec-2012 12:10:12 : Well its something else to think about that does not take concentration lol

Me 11-Dec-2012 12:11:29 : Twisted. I'm browsing funny junk, because that requires no concentration, and also makes me laugh.

Leisa 11-Dec-2012 12:12:43 : Cool, good distraction. Enjoy this evening

Me 11-Dec-2012 12:13:07 : I will

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I thought this conversation was worth documenting for a couple of reasons - first, it's an honest conversation. Second, somebody outside of myself has perceived where my mood might be - because for me, my early warnings could go either way.

I'm now kind of low. I'm not too hungry, I'm very tired because I haven't been sleeping well, and I feel somewhat energy-less. The hot weather has been adding to this. I figure Leisa may have said something to Judy, but that appointment is tomorrow and I will cross that bridge when I come to it.

I probably have more to say, but I'm tired. I just wanted to document that conversation before deleting the messages off my phone - my current phone doesn't have a very big inbox.

I've got nearly everybody's christmas presents sorted, woo, go me.

More later.