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I *will*.
Posted December 4th 2012 at 05:18 AM by i_like_black
Just going through some stuff today, and deciding.
It's not about what I can or cannot do.
It's about what I will do.
I will keep taking my meds.
I will eat healthier.
I will exercise more.
I will put effort into studying, when that time comes.
And most of all,
I will allow myself to succeed.
Disorders or not, I am the only person holding myself back. The reality is, all my friends, and those that work with me, want me to succeed and be healthy. So I should want that for myself, too. Just because I can't always control how I feel, doesn't mean I should let how I feel dictate how I act.
I have more control over what goes on than I often allow myself to believe. But it's okay, because I recognise that now, and I'm going to use myself to make myself into who I want to be. There's nothing wrong with wanting to look good, or feel good, or be successful. I'm intelligent, and I shouldn't hide that - I should use that to better myself. I recognise that motivation comes from within me, so it's really a matter of deciding to do something, then getting off my arse and doing it. Achieving things. Setting goals. Being human.
I am not a failure, and I will no longer allow myself to believe that. Ever.
I am Jess, and I am awesome, and I can do anything I decide I can do.
<3
It's not about what I can or cannot do.
It's about what I will do.
I will keep taking my meds.
I will eat healthier.
I will exercise more.
I will put effort into studying, when that time comes.
And most of all,
I will allow myself to succeed.
Disorders or not, I am the only person holding myself back. The reality is, all my friends, and those that work with me, want me to succeed and be healthy. So I should want that for myself, too. Just because I can't always control how I feel, doesn't mean I should let how I feel dictate how I act.
I have more control over what goes on than I often allow myself to believe. But it's okay, because I recognise that now, and I'm going to use myself to make myself into who I want to be. There's nothing wrong with wanting to look good, or feel good, or be successful. I'm intelligent, and I shouldn't hide that - I should use that to better myself. I recognise that motivation comes from within me, so it's really a matter of deciding to do something, then getting off my arse and doing it. Achieving things. Setting goals. Being human.
I am not a failure, and I will no longer allow myself to believe that. Ever.
I am Jess, and I am awesome, and I can do anything I decide I can do.
<3
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Posted December 4th 2012 at 03:28 PM by escape♥