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Posted November 25th 2012 at 04:01 AM by i_like_black
Tristan came over last night. Result? Up until 11pm, massive headache, took ages to go to sleep, didn't cut.
I got 85 fishing earlier today, and I have bought enough fishing bait to take me to 90 fishing.
I haven't felt very talkative today. Just been doing my own thing. Reading, RuneScape, Jetpack Joyride. Thinking about what I will be allowed to eat during my fasts. Because you still have to input something, assuming you're not anorexic. I've decided that any fruits and vegetables (not including potato or corn), and any fruit juices. Also breakfast protein smoothie should be ok. But this is planning for quite some time in the future, Sam probably won't move until early in the new year.
I haven't done my washing yet. It's not desperate, it just needs doing sooner rather than later. Same with going to the gym.
I'll need to have a shower tonight. Leisa is taking me out either tomorrow or Tuesday, depending on when the money goes through. I still feel really, really weird about this whole clothes shopping thing, and once it's done I will feel better about life.
I glimpsed my reflection in a store window today. I'm . . . wide. So, yeah, need to do something about that, because looking at that and instantly feeling hugely yuck and unattractive isn't good for my mental health. Also, being the size I am is probably bad for my general health . . . so yeah, looking at changing these things.
I'm feeling not quite so low. Which is nice. Still not quite at normal, but a lot closer to that than I have been in recent weeks.
I got 85 fishing earlier today, and I have bought enough fishing bait to take me to 90 fishing.
I haven't felt very talkative today. Just been doing my own thing. Reading, RuneScape, Jetpack Joyride. Thinking about what I will be allowed to eat during my fasts. Because you still have to input something, assuming you're not anorexic. I've decided that any fruits and vegetables (not including potato or corn), and any fruit juices. Also breakfast protein smoothie should be ok. But this is planning for quite some time in the future, Sam probably won't move until early in the new year.
I haven't done my washing yet. It's not desperate, it just needs doing sooner rather than later. Same with going to the gym.
I'll need to have a shower tonight. Leisa is taking me out either tomorrow or Tuesday, depending on when the money goes through. I still feel really, really weird about this whole clothes shopping thing, and once it's done I will feel better about life.
I glimpsed my reflection in a store window today. I'm . . . wide. So, yeah, need to do something about that, because looking at that and instantly feeling hugely yuck and unattractive isn't good for my mental health. Also, being the size I am is probably bad for my general health . . . so yeah, looking at changing these things.
I'm feeling not quite so low. Which is nice. Still not quite at normal, but a lot closer to that than I have been in recent weeks.
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