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Waste of effort.
Posted November 22nd 2012 at 08:21 PM by i_like_black
So, today was meant to be quite busy, and I got out of bed at about 9:00am after tossing and turning and panicking for hours.
Today was originally meant to go: clothes shopping with Leisa, appointment with Judy, Chris's funeral.
Chris's funeral has been post-poned, and Leisa rang this morning to say we can't do the clothes shopping today (and I am very happy about this) because the funds hadn't come through. I don't really want to go clothes shopping so that made me happy.
So what was going to be a very busy and complicated day now just has my appointment with Judy. Good. Except, it means I could have still been in bed right now, but I'm wide awake, and I still feel vaguely stressed. Well, I don't feel good. My sleep was really patchy. No nightmares last night, but I just couldn't relax and sleep.
Probation went okay yesterday, she didn't ask about my arms anyway.
My mind is everywhere at once.
Today was originally meant to go: clothes shopping with Leisa, appointment with Judy, Chris's funeral.
Chris's funeral has been post-poned, and Leisa rang this morning to say we can't do the clothes shopping today (and I am very happy about this) because the funds hadn't come through. I don't really want to go clothes shopping so that made me happy.
So what was going to be a very busy and complicated day now just has my appointment with Judy. Good. Except, it means I could have still been in bed right now, but I'm wide awake, and I still feel vaguely stressed. Well, I don't feel good. My sleep was really patchy. No nightmares last night, but I just couldn't relax and sleep.
Probation went okay yesterday, she didn't ask about my arms anyway.
My mind is everywhere at once.
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