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Posted September 17th 2012 at 11:34 AM by i_like_black
So I went to bed at about midnight last night. I slept maybe 4 hours total in all the sleeping I did. Problem is, I feel physically ill - like I need to vomit. I haven't vomitted, but I'll feel better once I do.
So my mental state and how I feel physically at the moment are completely at odds with each other. It's pissing me off. If I don't start to feel better physically soon (because mentally I still feel pretty good), I'm going to go to the doctor. It's possible that I'm anaemic or have low B12, because it's been about a year since my last B12 shots and I'm generally deficient. A blood test will show that though.
I have 97 firemaking, 500k xp til 98. I think I will probably get 99 on Thursday. Hopefully, because by the end of Friday, I may well be in jail.
And by the end of tomorrow, there's going to be a warrant out for my arrest for failure to appear. Why? Because I am judging at that schools comp, no matter what. I don't care what happens after that, but I am going to that comp! It's important to me.
So yeah, I didn't go to work because I felt really yuck. I still feel relatively yuck. I'm eating less because eating stopped helping, now I just feel nauseous all the time. If only I could throw up! Then I would feel better, I am sure. I hope to feel better by Wednesday because I am meant to be working on Wednesday too.
I found out today that the charge of criminal nuisance is punishable by up to a year in prison. So imprisonment is starting to look slightly more likely than home detention. We'll see how the judge feels when the time comes.
I have decided that if it comes down to it, I will agree to go to respite, if and only if that respite is Tupu Ake. I will not agree to take meds, because right now, I don't need them. I also will not agree to go to hospital. And anybody who attempts to take me there by force is going to have a tough job on their hands, I'll tell you that right now.
Anyway, I should go to bed. Goodnight. More tomorrow, depending on how efficient the warrant to arrest system is here haha.
So my mental state and how I feel physically at the moment are completely at odds with each other. It's pissing me off. If I don't start to feel better physically soon (because mentally I still feel pretty good), I'm going to go to the doctor. It's possible that I'm anaemic or have low B12, because it's been about a year since my last B12 shots and I'm generally deficient. A blood test will show that though.
I have 97 firemaking, 500k xp til 98. I think I will probably get 99 on Thursday. Hopefully, because by the end of Friday, I may well be in jail.
And by the end of tomorrow, there's going to be a warrant out for my arrest for failure to appear. Why? Because I am judging at that schools comp, no matter what. I don't care what happens after that, but I am going to that comp! It's important to me.
So yeah, I didn't go to work because I felt really yuck. I still feel relatively yuck. I'm eating less because eating stopped helping, now I just feel nauseous all the time. If only I could throw up! Then I would feel better, I am sure. I hope to feel better by Wednesday because I am meant to be working on Wednesday too.
I found out today that the charge of criminal nuisance is punishable by up to a year in prison. So imprisonment is starting to look slightly more likely than home detention. We'll see how the judge feels when the time comes.
I have decided that if it comes down to it, I will agree to go to respite, if and only if that respite is Tupu Ake. I will not agree to take meds, because right now, I don't need them. I also will not agree to go to hospital. And anybody who attempts to take me there by force is going to have a tough job on their hands, I'll tell you that right now.
Anyway, I should go to bed. Goodnight. More tomorrow, depending on how efficient the warrant to arrest system is here haha.
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