Hehe.

Sitting at my laptop, can randomly smell french fries. I am down with that. There are no french fries in the house, all the windows and stuff are closed, and there's a brick wall between me and the neighbours. Heh, phantom smell. At least it's a good smell. I mean damn, smells like fast food and I'm not even at McDonald's.

Leisa said today that she'd talk to WINZ next week to try and speed up the process of me going on Invalid's benefit. It'll be good to go on it, cos then I can shout Sam stuff, fair is fair. I wonder what happens to your benefit if you go to jail? Cos I'll still need to pay my rent and contribute towards bills. Maybe they can cut it so it just covers that? Idk. I'll ask if I need to. I know that if you're in hospital, they don't do anything for 13 weeks, after which you receive the "hospital rate" . . . which I guess people would spend at the vending machines, considering you can't even smoke at hospital now. So I wonder if a similar thing happens in jail? I'll be there 12 weeks max, because the maximum term for my offence (breaches community work) is 3 months. Rather go to jail than do the community work lol.

I should be making money on RuneScape but I don't feel like applying myself in that manner. What I DO feel like is curling up in bed, re-reading a Stephen King book and finishing that bag of lollies. Mmmm, lollies. Pascall's Party Mix, if anybody's interested.

Also, when I get more money, I want to get some test strips again, to see if my BSL is still healthy. And just to look at it. It's like a little obsession. I like knowing what my BSL is.

I started stretching the piercing in my right ear the other day. I'm up to day 3. I've got a spiral spacer thingy that I've borrowed from Sam (both her holes are too big for it now), and I've been playing with it to push it through further and further. I think I'm up to 2mm or 3mm, not very far yet, but it's staying in place now, and I have a slightly bigger spiral spacer for when I'm done with this one.

I decided to stretch that particular piercing because it's crooked, and has always been frustrating when I try to put regular studs or hoops into it. With a spacer, regular studs and hoops are moot. When I get rich, I'm getting a helix piercing on my left ear. And putting a spiked hoop in - I've seen these cool ones that have two spikes on them. Kinda hard to explain and I cbf googling and image for you, if you know what I'm talking about, good, and if you don't, too fucking bad.

People keep asking what my plans are for the weekend. I finished today with 20c to my name, how the fuck am I supposed to have plans for the weekend? I mean, we have booze in the fridge, but I think we're saving it for when we have something to celebrate. Or mutually decide that drinking our money is a good idea. And it's not like I can get stoned, because although we now know a dealer (yaaaaaaay), I don't have $20 for a tinny. I don't even have $10 to go halves on one. And I also, do not know where my $7 went.

When I was high/out of it on zopiclone last week I somehow misplaced $7, in the form of a $5 note and a $2 coin. I'm not sure if it went to the police station with me or not. So it could be around at home, although I swear I've looked everywhere for it. It wasn't in any of the safes at hospital and they had no record of taking it off me, so it's either at the police station, in which case I'll never see it again, or I've put it somewhere "safe". In which case I shall also probably never see it again. Smart move, Jess, smart move. But I would like $7 right now, I'd feel a lot richer than my current 20c.

Anywho I'm rambling.