Tooooday

Sam got let out of respite so she's home and it's birthday tomorrow so we will be having drinks. Sam also said that Leisa's coming over tomorrow.

I got a phone call from a number I didn't recognise so I answered it, and it was probation. Me and Sam both freaked out because we both thought the police were going to come and arrest me for breach. Oops. Anyway, the lady came to my place, and basically just did the supervision appointment there, and I'm back on weekly appointments. And she organised for me to "re-engage" with community work tomorrow, so tomorrow at 11am, my ass has to go down to probation and sort that out.

After she left we were both like OMG . . . need a smoke. So we had one, and giggled a lot cos we'd both been stressing out, and we had a laugh because we were glad that we weren't drinking or getting stoned today, because that would have looked bad, very bad, when a probation lady visits. So tomorrow afternoon we'll be celebrating Sam's birthday.

I went to bed at about 11:30pm last night. I don't remember precisely what I was doing, I just remember registering the time and thinking, oops, shit. Then I woke up at 3am feeling 100% awake and had to argue with myself to prevent getting up and starting the day then and there. I dozed lightly for the rest of the night.

I played my sax today. Could have been a lot better, my lung capacity is clearly not as good as it was - a good reason to start practising regularly - but aside from that I was alright. No major mistakes, just little fluffs from having not played for so long. So I'm going to start practising regularly and get my skill polished so that I can show off more effectively. Lol.

Haven't done much on my painting, but it's progressing character by character. Oh and Sam donated me some smokes. I owe her, she keeps sharing with me.

So I'm going to go have one.
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