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I've had a run of good days. I feel kind of guilty about this based on the amount of people suffering who frequent TH, but on the other hand, I've had my own struggles, and therefore should enjoy my good days.

Slept last night. Like properly. I wasn't too tired but it was still nice. I also "worked" last night. Olly txt me at about 3:30pm to let me know Brian was sick and asked if I could coach. I said ok. And then Rowena said to sign for my hours, so maybe I'll get paid for that? Which would be totally weird but hey, I'm not complaining.

Discussed frequency with Yvonne and Judy yesterday. They also don't think I need weekly appointments at the moment so it's going to change to fortnightly from now. Yay. And we discussed DBT again. I said I was considering doing it just so I could say I've done it and be left alone about it, but apparently you need to want to get something out of it and see some benefit for it. We discussed this as well and both Yvonne and Judy agree with me that, at this point, I don't actually need DBT. Good to know.

Also they said that my current diagnosis isn't concrete (no shit) and they are fairly sure it will change over time. So like I've said before, now we just need to wait for me to have an episode. I don't really want one (who would) but it would clarify diagnosis.

In fact I'll be happy if I never have an episode again. Go back to unemployment benefit, find work, save money, go back to being independent - that would be really nice. Here's hoping. After all my conviction shit is sorted anyway.

I've been thinking about applying to be a HelpLINK mentor. I shall continue to think about it until I come to a conclusion, at which point I shall either apply or not apply.

Pyjamas are comfy.