More stuff (Now that I'm awake).

Well, my lawyer txted me this morning. Told me to go to the police station with either a parent or my keyworker to uplift the summons, give them only the information that I legally have to give - that is, name, address, and date of birth - refuse interviews and questions, and fax him the summons afterwards. I'm pretty sure I faxed him the summons already, maybe they'll give me something different at the police station? I don't know.

I'm apprehensive about this because I don't know what to expect. What times have I acted out and got myself into shit? The times where something I didn't expect happened. So I really have to stay on top myself when I go to the police station.

I figure I'll go tomorrow. Mum's off work tomorrow so she can take me, also it's quite far for my key worker to travel and I don't like calling them, so I'll just wait. And hopefully nothing will go majorly wrong, the summons will get uplifted, and I'll just be able to continue with life.

Judged at FunFest yesterday, went alright. Got majorly tired and had a whopping headache by the end of it though, finally realised that I DO get concentration headaches. I don't have to concentrate that intensely very often so I never clicked before. Judging requires far more concentration than normal stuff because I have to filter out everything that's happening around me and just focus on the gymnast in front of me, and at the same time as that I'm supposed to be writing down symbols and deductions, although usually I just write down the deductions. That's something I need to practise, but to do so I sort of need to find a list of what the MAG symbols actually are. Aside from the headache it was a good day from what I experienced. It usually is.

Had a bunch of messed up dreams this morning. Not scary, just messed up. Haven't had lunch yet and it's nearly 2pm, but then, I haven't got out of my pyjamas yet either. I was going to mow the lawn today but the weather's shit and so Nana said not to bother. I feel bad though, because I might be arrested and detained (I'm not sure for sure what's going to happen at the police station) and if that happens then I won't be able to mow the lawn and she really shouldn't do it because of her knee and her hip. And Philip's working now so he probably wouldn't be overly willing to mow the lawn as well. I don't know about Tim, maybe he'd do it, and I don't think Sam's ever used a lawnmower.

Oh well, I'll keep you all updated as soon as I know what's happening.