And remember the girl who gave up

I remember when I used to laugh.
Now, I can't even break a smile.
I guess happiness has become my past.
My friends pass me by.
Oh, how I love each and every one of them.
I know I'm letting them down, but they can't see through the lie.
I told them I am a failure.
They either walk away or try to help.
But none can find the cure.
I guess I'm too far gone.
And I need a person.
But there was noone.
As I write everyone my final letter.
I tell you all I love you and wish,
I could have been better.
I seal the ink written paper.
Feeling the tears, I try to swallow.
And think of the thoughts they'll think,
"We could've saved her."
Even if they don't know.
Even if they won't learn.
It was too late, I had to go.
My hand is shaking, non stop.
Goodbye, my loves.
And remember the girl who gave up.