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Posted January 20th 2012 at 11:15 PM by Hopeyyy
So...this week. Whoa!
I don't know what to think really. At the beginning of the week, Jose and I broke up. He broke up with me. He had said so many offending things, whom may offend some of you here, so don't take it to the heart. :
"Things never happen the same way twice."-Him
"Rape victims get raped twice. Things happen."-Me
"It's their fault, think about it."-Him.
He said many other things than that. He sent me a whole list of things he didn't like about me, including my name.
I blew up on him, I threw cuss words everywhere. Then all of a sudden he said he wanted to forget it. :
"Let's just stop plz this is going to ruin my repiitition."-Him
"Don't worry, I won't tell anyone. Your precious repitation is safe."-Me
"No, my repitation with you."-Him.
Sweet words, huh? No, I was not going to fall for that. Not talking to him. I may see him at school sometimes, just walking by. But no, I am happy. (:
So, this week, only three days at school (No school Monday or today;Friday), I put on smile. And forced myself to be happy. And you know what? I didn't have to force it. I was and am happy. Afterschool ended eachday, I put on my music, and danced and sang down the hallways. I loved it.
Even though, I lost Alan. I feel okay on my own. It's time for me to indepent.
I hope it stays like this.
<3
I don't know what to think really. At the beginning of the week, Jose and I broke up. He broke up with me. He had said so many offending things, whom may offend some of you here, so don't take it to the heart. :
"Things never happen the same way twice."-Him
"Rape victims get raped twice. Things happen."-Me
"It's their fault, think about it."-Him.
He said many other things than that. He sent me a whole list of things he didn't like about me, including my name.
I blew up on him, I threw cuss words everywhere. Then all of a sudden he said he wanted to forget it. :
"Let's just stop plz this is going to ruin my repiitition."-Him
"Don't worry, I won't tell anyone. Your precious repitation is safe."-Me
"No, my repitation with you."-Him.
Sweet words, huh? No, I was not going to fall for that. Not talking to him. I may see him at school sometimes, just walking by. But no, I am happy. (:
So, this week, only three days at school (No school Monday or today;Friday), I put on smile. And forced myself to be happy. And you know what? I didn't have to force it. I was and am happy. Afterschool ended eachday, I put on my music, and danced and sang down the hallways. I loved it.
Even though, I lost Alan. I feel okay on my own. It's time for me to indepent.
I hope it stays like this.
<3
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I'm so glad he's out of your life. For what he said, he seems like a total, excuse my language, DOUCHEBAG. You're better than this. You'll find somebody who treats you right and who is mature and won't say horrible hateful things.
Posted January 21st 2012 at 03:47 AM by Coffee.
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I agree with Traci, what he said was horrible. You will find someone much better, you deserve awesomeness <3Posted January 21st 2012 at 04:04 PM by blumemusik♫
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Thanks guys. <3Posted January 23rd 2012 at 12:41 AM by Hopeyyy
