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I lied.
Posted November 10th 2011 at 04:47 AM by Hopeyyy
I miss him.
Still.
After all this time.
After all this pain.
Something is wrong with me.
I'm still cutting.
I'm still throwing up my food.
I have been getting kicked out of house a lot lately, and I don't cre, I actually hope and pray that I freeze to death.
I am such a failure.
I stopped trying.
I gave up.
I couldn't help it...
I was being driven to insantity.
So, here I am.
With scars all over my legs and stomach and chest. With bones you can see and feel, where my veins are so seeable they look bright blue and you can see them pumping. With blood shot eyes.
That is okay, nobody notices anyway, and plus, even if they did, they couldn't save me. I am too far from help.
I can not be saved.
I'm sorry I lied about being okay.
Still.
After all this time.
After all this pain.
Something is wrong with me.
I'm still cutting.
I'm still throwing up my food.
I have been getting kicked out of house a lot lately, and I don't cre, I actually hope and pray that I freeze to death.
I am such a failure.
I stopped trying.
I gave up.
I couldn't help it...
I was being driven to insantity.
So, here I am.
With scars all over my legs and stomach and chest. With bones you can see and feel, where my veins are so seeable they look bright blue and you can see them pumping. With blood shot eyes.
That is okay, nobody notices anyway, and plus, even if they did, they couldn't save me. I am too far from help.
I can not be saved.
I'm sorry I lied about being okay.
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