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I finally broke.
Posted September 30th 2011 at 05:45 AM by Hopeyyy
Crying. Crying & crying. Nothing more, nothing less.
Bryan got over me. I don't know how, but I think that was the final thing I needed to break. This has been a horrible week.
Got punched in the eye, by a guy, another guy dislocated my wrist then snapped it back together, then I fell, fillpped, skiinned my leg, bruised my thigh, and waist bone. A friend of mine lied about rape with another friend of mine. They both got suspened, & Mi might have to go to court for them, which means I gotta pick a side. So, I just broke I guess.
Im talking to anyone. Not family, not school. Just ignorning everyone.
All i want to do is cry
And cut
Badly, i badly need to right now..
but all i am able to do is cry
Im trying to have some kind of hope or faith. But Im lost.
life is scrwed up.
im fucked up.
Guess, I was meant to die young, perhaps?
nah, ill just cry & bleed for eternetity, and hide it, because noone i know physically understands.
*Life Sucks! He makes me miserable for his pleasure! Fuck you life
*
Bryan got over me. I don't know how, but I think that was the final thing I needed to break. This has been a horrible week.
Got punched in the eye, by a guy, another guy dislocated my wrist then snapped it back together, then I fell, fillpped, skiinned my leg, bruised my thigh, and waist bone. A friend of mine lied about rape with another friend of mine. They both got suspened, & Mi might have to go to court for them, which means I gotta pick a side. So, I just broke I guess.
Im talking to anyone. Not family, not school. Just ignorning everyone.
All i want to do is cry
And cut
Badly, i badly need to right now..
but all i am able to do is cry
Im trying to have some kind of hope or faith. But Im lost.
life is scrwed up.
im fucked up.
Guess, I was meant to die young, perhaps?
nah, ill just cry & bleed for eternetity, and hide it, because noone i know physically understands.
*Life Sucks! He makes me miserable for his pleasure! Fuck you life
*
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no cutting. =( remember tht things will get better, and remember that no matter what happens, just remember that you should do something that makes you happy which doesnt hurt yourself. read a book, or just relax. that works out a lot and helps you relax and think about other things =) we are always here to support you!Posted September 30th 2011 at 02:15 PM by Green Yoshi
