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Across my upper thigh.
Posted September 5th 2011 at 07:13 AM by Hopeyyy
I did it.
Like little red lines, they go across my upper thigh. I hate it. Just looking, I'm disgusting myself. It feels like my only way to relieve stress, and when I do it I can't feel it. Like I am gone.
I know there are other ways to get rid of this pain. I am going to try them, I have to stop letting this get the best of me...
I'm going to tell my boyfriend tomorrow. I a, going to show him the scars. I hope he accpets me still
I know I will cry, I know I will break down. I'm trying to keep my head up high though, for him.
I know he will be there to hold me while I cry
He's perfect in everyway, no matter what anyone else says, they don't know what we have been through. They think they know our feelings....now I'm ranting.
Let's get positive.
At least I get to see my boyfriend, we will finally have some alone time.
I love him & hearing him saying he loves me too.....I will feel better tomorrow.
Now, I have to try to sleep. I'm scared of my dreams...but I long for sleep...
Like little red lines, they go across my upper thigh. I hate it. Just looking, I'm disgusting myself. It feels like my only way to relieve stress, and when I do it I can't feel it. Like I am gone.
I know there are other ways to get rid of this pain. I am going to try them, I have to stop letting this get the best of me...
I'm going to tell my boyfriend tomorrow. I a, going to show him the scars. I hope he accpets me still
I know I will cry, I know I will break down. I'm trying to keep my head up high though, for him. I know he will be there to hold me while I cry
He's perfect in everyway, no matter what anyone else says, they don't know what we have been through. They think they know our feelings....now I'm ranting.Let's get positive.
At least I get to see my boyfriend, we will finally have some alone time.
I love him & hearing him saying he loves me too.....I will feel better tomorrow.
Now, I have to try to sleep. I'm scared of my dreams...but I long for sleep...
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Stay strong lovely! It's okay! I'm here.Posted September 5th 2011 at 10:30 AM by Coffee.
