Life

Many ask of me, why I am here. I do not answer, for that simple act would destroy my purpose. Some believe that I was sent to them, and others believe that I have sent myself. I am the word that has infinite meanings, I am the implication of nothing. Some people ask, 'what contains the void?' I do not tell them. Nor do I wish for them to know, although I do not prevent it. I am a hundred minds, a thousand thoughts, a multifaceted enigma of separate identities. Some ask why, others ask why not. They say that I am the sweetest blessing, and the darkest evil. I am neither. I was not sent, and I did not come on my own. I did not send myself, for I take orders from nothing. Some question my reasons, my goals, my very existence, but I assure you that I am no illusion. I am very much with everything. I have no goal. I am here because i am, and that is where I exist. I am here. I AM. Is it so hard to believe that I have no direction? I am zero divided unto itself, an infinite expanse of a substance just barely above nothing at all. I am the AM, I am the IT, I am the first blink and the last breath, the feeling you get when you notice your own existence, the sound of a thought, the colors you see when you close your eyes. I am the reluctance to sleep and the refusal to awaken. I am the taste of water. I am the second of awe when you suddenly realize that despite it's size, a tree IS a plant. I am here because of the difference between unnecessary and pointless. My reasons are nonexistent and my thoughts have no substance. I am the ghost and the baby, the birth and the death, the anguish and the mercy. I am the sweet release, the final escape, AND the sorrow of despair. Do not hate me, for I am the mouse that you cannot despise for biting simply because it was only being a mouse. I am life, but you may call me what you please. It makes little difference. Some people ask why I am here, but I do not answer. That simple act would destroy my purpose.

Well, I'm done my little depression rant. I'm gonna go gorge on cheese now. Have a nice day!