I dont quite know what is wrong. I guess the best place to start is at the begginning.

First off, I came to this site to help, not to actually seek help, so forgive me if this seems a bit held back. A very close friend of mine, I just found out, has hidden something from me. Im hurt over that, but I understand why he wouldnt tell me. He doesnt want to look bad in my eyes. I dont understand why I hurt this badly though. It has almost nothing to do with this, it just seemed to...

Im new to this site. Let me just say, I love the atmosphere that this place has. I mean, just searching around and reading randomly, I've seen so much emotion and care going on. I have a site of my own, kinda the same, but not even in a league with whats happening on TH. Im happy I found this place. Already I've met Concrete Girl, who has been very welcoming. But then I read some of the blogs. wow. Just a couple that really touched me were Josh, Adam, and escape_thereal_world. There is so...