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My Secret
Posted January 6th 2010 at 01:08 AM by greyxeyesxgratch
Updated January 6th 2010 at 01:22 AM by Briana (deleting numbers)
Updated January 6th 2010 at 01:22 AM by Briana (deleting numbers)
so, there have been a lot of things that i've never, ever talked to anyone about. there are so many people i know that think they know every thing about me, how wrong they are is what they don't know. truth is, i'm afaird. afraid to talk, afraid to tell anyone, just what all i've had in this life. most people i know would just turn their back and call me a liar, maybe start some rumors, but, i guess that's why i'm afraid, wouldn't you be? i grew up as the shy quiet fat girl, that read too much and wore glasses too big for her face. now, i'm the girl that still reads too much, [removed] got contacts, straightened her hair, ad gained a fashion sense, along with a bad reputation that was far from deserved. i grew up keeping to myslef, and i never learned how to really talk to somone. i stutter when i get nervous, and shiver when i'm uncomfortable. i'm angry at myself, all the time, for being the girl that sit in the corner by myself, even though i can't make myself get up and talk to them. i cut becasue i'm angry, and i purge becasue i still see that fat girl in the mirror every day i wake up.. that's my secret, that's what i was too afraid to tell anyone..
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