Parents stop and reject you.. Give you hell becuase you can't sleep your so depressed, don't help you or support you through your hardest times.. Supposedly great friends that "love you" decide and tell you they won't bother you anymore or talk to you when all you need is a good friend and a few reassuring words and maybe possibly a hug... Never asking for much but always made to feel like a slave chasing after people... I'm so sick and tired of all of this.. I need to leave but I can't...

I don't know what to do anymore... I'm so depressed, I can't feel better, I don't find joy in anything I used to really love.. Everything just seems to get worse and worse and its making such an impact on me... I'm on medication, but its not helping anymore... And it feels like I have no purpose or need to be here and that the entire world would just be better off without me...