Today I danced in the rain. Today I felt free. I'm not a beautiful girl. I'm not the most liked girl. I'm too sassy and odd for that. But today I took a walk and the rain fell as I wandered aimlessly around the RV park listening to David Arkenstone and I felt....every bad feeling wash away. All of my scars disappeared and I felt...Clean. Whole. Like I truly could start over and every thing would be okay.


I'm an ex-self harmer, three years free of that demon. But I realize...I...

Okay, so I've been trapped in a really bad cyber relationship. The guy is-was- a controlling, mentally unstable IDJIT, and well...yeah. I think I've been put off dating for a while. Ugh...

Dating in general, I think, is totally pointless until you're a senior in high school. Sure it's fun to flirt and tease, but really. You are completely dependant on your parents for rides, money, ect. Come on!

(Confession time- I've never been on a date before, had my first kiss, or...

I've never done a blog before, so if I don't do it right, feel free to let me know.

I'm Poptart, the 14 year old, Wiccan, bisexual hemmroid on the ass of humanity.

I'm homeschooled, about to go into this wicked awesome school next semester, and I can't wait! I've toured it already and I'm really excited-and I don't get excited over much.

My family is broke. Both of my parents are unemployed and my dad has some serious mental health issues. My sister has...