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My internet has returned!
Posted October 8th 2015 at 04:35 PM by Evanesco
I have internet, thank god. I hate not having internet.. I have no idea how I would survive after a nuclear war or something, like Fallout. I'm rambling. Oops.
Feeling wobbly and shaky and weird. A little manic today maybe. I don't know. I've spent two days in bed and missed my lecture because after my girlfriend broke up with me I cried too much and it triggered a flare up of symptoms, so that's great. Threw up my meds this morning as well. But I got to my seminar and I even spoke out loud and contributed. Also my phone went off by accident and I didn't have a panic attack so that's progress.
I gave in and ordered a shower stool and crutches. I've been finding it really hard to take showers so I know I need one but it feels like I'm giving in, or that I'm like super old. The crutches are because some days I need more support than my cane is giving me (like the other day when I walked to uni and my leg was dragging behind me the whole way). I'm scared to use them but if it helps me stay mobile and independant then it's worth it.
Feeling wobbly and shaky and weird. A little manic today maybe. I don't know. I've spent two days in bed and missed my lecture because after my girlfriend broke up with me I cried too much and it triggered a flare up of symptoms, so that's great. Threw up my meds this morning as well. But I got to my seminar and I even spoke out loud and contributed. Also my phone went off by accident and I didn't have a panic attack so that's progress.
I gave in and ordered a shower stool and crutches. I've been finding it really hard to take showers so I know I need one but it feels like I'm giving in, or that I'm like super old. The crutches are because some days I need more support than my cane is giving me (like the other day when I walked to uni and my leg was dragging behind me the whole way). I'm scared to use them but if it helps me stay mobile and independant then it's worth it.
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Stay strong Hun! It's so courageous that you could speak out loud in a seminar even though you had a hard day... I hope tomorrow's better!Posted October 8th 2015 at 08:18 PM by ninasju
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I'm glad you ordered the shower stool and crutches, I hope they help you! Thinking of you.Posted October 9th 2015 at 06:02 AM by hocus pocus
