Sick and tired of being sick and tired

I'm about 50000% done with this illness. My brain feels so foggy, my head hurts, my arms hurt, my legs hurt, my stomach hurts, my digestion is messed up, I can barely walk, I have no temperature control, a messed up immune system, I'm so so so tired all of the time, I'm hyper sensitive to light and sound and smells and chemicals.

And it's so shitty that people don't even believe it's a real thing. At least my partners do, but I feel like such a burden. I want to help out more round the house. I want to get a job. I've managed to get good grades this year but I've literally worked myself to the bone. I have no idea how I'm going to manage next year.

I need a better wheelchair but I can't afford one. and I'm gonna need grab bars and a stool in the shower in my new place next year, which means talking to the landlord... And thanks to the fucking Tories it's gonna be even harder to get dsa or pip or whatever.

No wonder I can't beat my depression. My life is shit.