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Struggling.
Posted January 24th 2012 at 07:59 PM by Evanesco
I was gonna write a blog entry, but I don't know what to say.
Don't know what to feel.
Don't know how to cope.
I'm restricting again. It really messes up my mind. I honestly can't think straight.
So why am I doing this?
Not to get skinny. Not really. I don't care, I'll always look awful.
I don't know why I'm doing this.
My hands are so cold.
I want to give up on my school work but I can't have my mum find out how bad I'm struggling. I can't let her know that everything we've been trying has failed.
So I have to keep going. On and on. Until I collapse.
Don't know what to feel.
Don't know how to cope.
I'm restricting again. It really messes up my mind. I honestly can't think straight.
So why am I doing this?
Not to get skinny. Not really. I don't care, I'll always look awful.
I don't know why I'm doing this.
My hands are so cold.
I want to give up on my school work but I can't have my mum find out how bad I'm struggling. I can't let her know that everything we've been trying has failed.
So I have to keep going. On and on. Until I collapse.
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