TRIGGERING
Posted January 6th 2012 at 08:27 PM by Evanesco
Threw up for the first time after eating over new year. Only a tiny bit but now I know I can.
Shit. How the hell did things get this bad.
Right now I'm fighting the urge to go throw up. I ate ages ago, it's not even about getting food out. It's about punishing myself. Because I hate myself.
I have no idea how this happened. I feel worthless.
Shit. How the hell did things get this bad.
Right now I'm fighting the urge to go throw up. I ate ages ago, it's not even about getting food out. It's about punishing myself. Because I hate myself.
I have no idea how this happened. I feel worthless.
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You deserve so much more than this. <3
I'm here if you ever need to talk.
You are worth a hell of a lot darling.
****Sending hugs and love your way.****
:hug: :hug: xxxx <3Posted January 6th 2012 at 09:09 PM by Stargazed.