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Confused ramble. Possible ED trig.
Posted January 7th 2012 at 04:46 PM by Evanesco
I'm so cold.
I haven't got any work done.
The numbers in front of me are telling me I haven't eaten enough.
But once they're in my head I've eaten too much.
My friend told me that she had noticed. That she'd seen the drastic weight loss and that she was worried. She said that when we did the cake stall and she was telling me to eat a cake it was because I was so dizzy and she was worried.
I don't know what to think about that. I mean, part of me wants to cut her out now. Go away, leave me alone. But if I can hang on to her then I'll have someone to talk to who isn't going to get too mad, because we're not that close, but she's really nice. I don't know. I'm rambling. I don't know what to think.
I haven't got any work done.
The numbers in front of me are telling me I haven't eaten enough.
But once they're in my head I've eaten too much.
My friend told me that she had noticed. That she'd seen the drastic weight loss and that she was worried. She said that when we did the cake stall and she was telling me to eat a cake it was because I was so dizzy and she was worried.
I don't know what to think about that. I mean, part of me wants to cut her out now. Go away, leave me alone. But if I can hang on to her then I'll have someone to talk to who isn't going to get too mad, because we're not that close, but she's really nice. I don't know. I'm rambling. I don't know what to think.
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