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Posted September 14th 2011 at 04:11 PM by Evanesco
I'm in the middle of a binge. I don't know what to do. I'm so confused. I want to be happy, but when I'm eating normally I'm not happy. I'm happy when I'm binging because I just forget about everything except the food, but I feel insanely guilty afterwards. I feel happy when I'm starving because I feel strong. But I can't keep that up. I always fail. I don't know how to be happy without being at these extremes.
And I've stopped eating right now, and I haven't eaten too much but I have such a strong urge to go and eat even more. I don't know how to stop myself.
I'm really confused right now. I just don't know what to do.
And I've stopped eating right now, and I haven't eaten too much but I have such a strong urge to go and eat even more. I don't know how to stop myself.
I'm really confused right now. I just don't know what to do.
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I just wanted to tell you that I think you are really beautiful and that I am always here for you if you need anyone. Make sure you look after yourself, you deserve too <3Posted September 14th 2011 at 04:14 PM by Palmolive
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Thank you. xPosted September 14th 2011 at 09:16 PM by Evanesco
