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I don't want your help
Posted September 10th 2011 at 07:36 AM by Evanesco
I don't want your help. I don't want to write a food diary for you. I don't want to stop counting calories. I don't want to stop losing weight.
But I want to feel happier. And you're the only person willing to help.
Perhaps I should go back to the counselor. Perhaps I should get him on my side as well. Because I know that even if I don't have an eating disorder, I have an unhealthy obsession with food. Perhaps I should keep a mood/food diary and show it to him. Perhaps I should actually tell him things.
I wish I was fine.
Or I wish I was sick enough to deserve to be helped.
But I want to feel happier. And you're the only person willing to help.
Perhaps I should go back to the counselor. Perhaps I should get him on my side as well. Because I know that even if I don't have an eating disorder, I have an unhealthy obsession with food. Perhaps I should keep a mood/food diary and show it to him. Perhaps I should actually tell him things.
I wish I was fine.
Or I wish I was sick enough to deserve to be helped.
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