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I wish I had the guts.
Posted July 13th 2011 at 10:18 PM by Evanesco
I want to overdose. I feel so alone, what would it matter if I was gone? Things would improve around here. No one would care.
I haven't got the guts. Not while there's a chance my sisters could find my body.
So I guess I'm hanging on. Wondering why nobody can help me. I'm too nice. Too nice to cut when they've asked me not to. Too nice to take my life when it could hurt them. Too nice to break down and cry because they have it worse than me.
But I'm dying inside.
Mother doesn't believe me. Boyfriend wants it to all go away because I have him now. Counselor thinks I'm 'just stressed.' I've got nowhere left to turn and two years before I can escape and die.
I haven't got the guts. Not while there's a chance my sisters could find my body.
So I guess I'm hanging on. Wondering why nobody can help me. I'm too nice. Too nice to cut when they've asked me not to. Too nice to take my life when it could hurt them. Too nice to break down and cry because they have it worse than me.
But I'm dying inside.
Mother doesn't believe me. Boyfriend wants it to all go away because I have him now. Counselor thinks I'm 'just stressed.' I've got nowhere left to turn and two years before I can escape and die.
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Things will get better. People care about you, your mom, your boyfriend, your sister, the people on this site. Just keep swimming.
-TraciPosted July 13th 2011 at 10:55 PM by Coffee.
