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Posted July 1st 2011 at 10:31 PM by Evanesco
I've had a good day, in general. I've been happy. I've been positive. I've felt good about myself.
But now I feel insanely guilty. I ate too much for dinner, too much fatty food. I feel ill and bloated and guilty and fat.
I'll exercise tomorrow. But it's hard to restrict when two out of three meals are being watched carefully. I just wish I looked better. I wish I felt better. And I wish my happiness didn't depend on what food I'm eating.
I think I'm developing an ED. I wish I could stop. Pull myself together while I still have the chance. But when my mother is encouraging me and I'm technically overweight, there's no motivation not to keep going.
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I feel what you're going through honey :/ I'm very sorry for your situation...and I understand about the whole monitored meals thing...pretty much this entire thing, I understand. Just don't let it get too out of control...take it slow darling. and don't be too hard on yourself.Posted July 2nd 2011 at 04:59 AM by bailatyvm
