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I feel like a Yo-Yo
Posted May 5th 2011 at 08:53 PM by Evanesco
I don't know how I feel right now.
I mean, I felt better after talking to Pete.
But today I was completely hyper. Like, bouncing off the walls. I got a bit irritable, but I was generally happy.
And I feel... odd now. Like, happy, but not really happy. Not truly happy.
I feel like a yo-yo. I bounce up and down, it's crazy.
But who will take me seriously when I'm suicidal if they've seen me bouncing off the walls the previous day?
I wish that I felt good all the time.
But if I can't have that then I wish that I felt down all the time, so I could get help and get better. Bouncing up and down like this is horrible.
I mean, I felt better after talking to Pete.
But today I was completely hyper. Like, bouncing off the walls. I got a bit irritable, but I was generally happy.
And I feel... odd now. Like, happy, but not really happy. Not truly happy.
I feel like a yo-yo. I bounce up and down, it's crazy.
But who will take me seriously when I'm suicidal if they've seen me bouncing off the walls the previous day?
I wish that I felt good all the time.
But if I can't have that then I wish that I felt down all the time, so I could get help and get better. Bouncing up and down like this is horrible.
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I know what that feels like. no one takes me seriously either. I hope your ok
Posted May 6th 2011 at 12:12 AM by Lumos.
