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A little bit better
Posted April 23rd 2011 at 11:56 AM by Evanesco
My boyfriend did come over yesterday and I felt happy, amazingly. I won't even start thinking about the 'do I deserve to be happy, though' because if I do I'll feel down today as well.
He brought over a game for me to borrow, the original Just Cause PC game, so I've got something to distract myself with. And he brought me some chocolate.
We had sex and then did some chemistry revision and then watched some of a movie, Pirates of the Caribbean.
We had lunch out as well, sitting on the grass over on Fairways with food from Gregs.
I've just got to force myself through today because he's coming over this evening to watch Doctor Who. I only have to make it less than a day and then I won't be alone. Less than a day to try and not touch the razor.
I think I can make it.
He brought over a game for me to borrow, the original Just Cause PC game, so I've got something to distract myself with. And he brought me some chocolate.
We had sex and then did some chemistry revision and then watched some of a movie, Pirates of the Caribbean.
We had lunch out as well, sitting on the grass over on Fairways with food from Gregs.
I've just got to force myself through today because he's coming over this evening to watch Doctor Who. I only have to make it less than a day and then I won't be alone. Less than a day to try and not touch the razor.
I think I can make it.
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I think you can make it too!
I'm glad you had a nice day yesterday and I hope your chemistry revision is going well as well as all your other subjects, take care
Posted April 23rd 2011 at 05:06 PM by Gingerbread Latte
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Thanks.
I had a rough day, but I made it to the evening without cutting and then things got better.Posted April 23rd 2011 at 10:09 PM by Evanesco
