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Posted April 22nd 2011 at 10:00 AM by Evanesco
I'm going to start using this more. Perhaps even everyday. Perhaps more than once a day. Just whenever I want to.
I like writing on here. It's different to anything I've tried before.
I woke up this morning feeling a little better, although not much. Still empty just not completely suicidal.
I'm sick of smiling for my mum, though. I just keep smiling and laughing and inside I'm just shriveling away into nothing.
My boyfriend said he would come over and look after me. I hope he does. He cheered me up a little last night by telling me what we were going to do today. I really hope he comes, but I haven't heard anything else from him. There's no time, no plans, just a vague idea. I hate it when things aren't planned properly.
I'm going to have a bath now. Maybe that'll help me feel better.
I like writing on here. It's different to anything I've tried before.
I woke up this morning feeling a little better, although not much. Still empty just not completely suicidal.
I'm sick of smiling for my mum, though. I just keep smiling and laughing and inside I'm just shriveling away into nothing.
My boyfriend said he would come over and look after me. I hope he does. He cheered me up a little last night by telling me what we were going to do today. I really hope he comes, but I haven't heard anything else from him. There's no time, no plans, just a vague idea. I hate it when things aren't planned properly.
I'm going to have a bath now. Maybe that'll help me feel better.
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I'm glad you decided to use the blogs, and I'm glad you like it. Keep your chin up, things will get better. <3Posted April 22nd 2011 at 11:56 AM by Everglow.
