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hehe I'll just casually ramble on about ridiculous things and random weirdness... and a few other things too. i'll try to keep thing 100% true, but if i exaggerate a little... I'll pretend my dad was a fisherman :P
Tracing old scars
Posted December 23rd 2012 at 10:00 AM by Duet With Myself
recently, I promised someone I wouldnt cut or hurt myself for a while. Even more recently, it has been a stretch to keep that promise. I find myself tracing old scars and putting haloween tattoos that look like injuries to keep myself from hurting. i have also been dipping tissues in red food die to resemble blood stains... Music and exercise have been my only escapes. I've been eating more normally too, but I know I'm over exercising. I hope Christmas will magically fix my life. I know it wont, but I've been escaping to my imagination more often too.
Another thing I did to escape recently was I hid in an hole. I played my music, and for a little moment (okay, the entire time) I felt that if I had died in that hole, I would have been happy. I would be alone, in my own world, with my own music... Everything would have been better. Mum was looking for me, she was 'worried'.
Anyway, Brenna Out
Another thing I did to escape recently was I hid in an hole. I played my music, and for a little moment (okay, the entire time) I felt that if I had died in that hole, I would have been happy. I would be alone, in my own world, with my own music... Everything would have been better. Mum was looking for me, she was 'worried'.
Anyway, Brenna Out
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