TeenHelp
Get Advice Quick Ask Support Forums Today's Posts Chat Room

Get Advice Connect with TeenHelp Resources
HelpLINK Chat and Live Help Facebook     Twitter     Tumblr     Instagram    Safety Zone
   Hotlines
   Alternatives
   Calendar
   The Holiday Resource


You are not registered or have not logged in
Hello guest! (Not a guest? Log in above!) As a guest you can submit help requests, create and reply to Forum posts, join our Chat Room and read our range of articles & resources. By registering you will be able to get fully involved in our community and enjoy features such as connect with members worldwide, add friends & send messages, express yourself through a Blog, find others with similar interests in Social Groups, post pictures and links, set up a profile and more! Signing up is free, anonymous and will only take a few moments, so click here to register now!



Old

It gets even better. :\

Posted July 18th 2011 at 04:47 AM by dredear (hanging on)

After a horrible weekend I wanted to go visit some of my friends. So Bill and Debbie let me go to my old neighborhood for awhile.
I was walking towards my friends house when someone called my name. I turn around and one of my exes was standing there. She asked how I was doing and we talked for a minute but I could tell she was nervous, So I asked her what was wrong.
I didn't like the answer.
(I had slept with her a couple months ago before we broke up) She told me she was...
dredear's Avatar
So many are broken</3
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 237 Comments 2 dredear is offline
Old

Camp

Posted July 17th 2011 at 07:09 PM by dredear (hanging on)

Camp sucked.
The first day they asked our opions on the "gays". Everyone said either their going to hell, or their horrible people. When it was my turn I said I was bi. So then everyday during free time I had to read the bible (probably wasn't a good idea to tell them I was an athiest)
We also had a 2 hour swim everyday. The first day I sat on the dock, No problem. The second day Jordan (some idiot from camp) asked why I wasn't swimming, So I told him I couldn't swim....
dredear's Avatar
So many are broken</3
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 246 Comments 2 dredear is offline
Old

Hell On Earth.

Posted July 15th 2011 at 01:07 AM by dredear (hanging on)

I'm going to a summer camp thing for the weekend, Debbie wants me to be more social. It's called "Summer Sunshine Fun Camp" Jesus Christ, More like "Hell on Earth". I begged her not to make me go, But she said it would be good for me. So "I can make new friends". She's trying to kill me, I swear. Do they even let you smoke at summer camp ?
Oh and I was looking at the forums and She made a question about me:\ I wasn't sure wether I should say something or not....
dredear's Avatar
So many are broken</3
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 287 Comments 3 dredear is offline
Old

Swimming ? I need a smoke...

Posted July 14th 2011 at 02:09 AM by dredear (hanging on)

Today was good and bad.
I went shopping with Blake and got Jamie a spiderman game for playstation2. (His birthday is in a couple days) I also applied at a couple places for a job. After we went shopping me and Blake took Jamie to the lake down the road. I brought my camera with me just to take pictures. I was hoping to post them. But I was standing on a rock trying to take a picture and clumsy ol' me slipped and fell in the water. Oh and I can't swim. There was a little old lady laughing...
dredear's Avatar
So many are broken</3
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 298 Comments 2 dredear is offline
Old

Stay P o s i t i v e

Posted July 13th 2011 at 04:06 AM by dredear (hanging on)

My therapist told me I should have cut off connections with her because she's part of my "dark" past. (His words, not mine) It's times like these I really wish I would have listened. But I have to get past it, Jamie is watching my every move:\
I will admit I started smoking heavily now. I try not to around Jamie. It seems like my entire life revolves around someone else.
-When I was little all I did was try to please my dad.
-As I got older all I did was think about...
dredear's Avatar
So many are broken</3
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 219 Comments 1 dredear is offline
Old

Worst Birthday Ever.

Posted July 11th 2011 at 04:25 AM by dredear (hanging on)

I don't get it. We were always together, she was always there for me. I thought she loved me. I really did.That just proves how blind I am. How stupid I really am.
This is one of the worst things that could have happened to me. So I guess I'm not going to quit sh-ing for awhile.
Usually during a breakup you think Fuck her, But I can't do that. I still love her. I'm overreacting, Theres plenty fish in the sea right? No, not for me.

I apologize for the rant. I'm just...
dredear's Avatar
So many are broken</3
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 232 Comments 4 dredear is offline
Old

I'm only gettin' started, I won't black out

Posted July 10th 2011 at 07:46 PM by dredear (hanging on)

Today was amazing.
I went to Leda's house. It seems like its been so long since I saw her last. We went to the movies I almost cried when it was time to leave, but I'm allowed to visit her more often now. And she's allowed over.
And I told Jamie that I fell in a rose bush and got those scars. He almost cried, I feel bad about lying but its for the best. I played video games with him for awhile And he started to talk to Bill and Debbie a little !
I'm also trying to...
dredear's Avatar
So many are broken</3
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 236 Comments 1 dredear is offline
Old

Jamie : )

Posted July 9th 2011 at 03:32 AM by dredear (hanging on)

It's been a really good day : )
My foster parents (Bill and Debbie) have taken in another kid ! His name is Jamie, he's 5. So far he's not talking very much, only to me ! : ) Hopefully soon he will get more comfterable with everything. He doesn't know about me or my situation, and I'm going to keep it that way for a while.
I know this is going to sound stupid because I just met him, but I feel like he's my little brother, and I have to protect him from people like my real brother...
dredear's Avatar
So many are broken</3
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 267 Comments 2 dredear is offline
Old

I don't even fucking know.

Posted July 7th 2011 at 05:00 PM by dredear (hanging on)

I'm at the hospital right now. Long story.
Anyways I feel bipolar or something because just as everything starts to get better, It comes crashing down. My foster parents are really worried, they don't know what to do with me. They pity me, I don't need them to pity me. I need them to leave me alone while I "settle".
And apparently the only way I can get past my "inner demons" towards my father is to confront him. Says my therapist.
No. Way.
dredear's Avatar
So many are broken</3
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 230 Comments 2 dredear is offline
Old

Phobias

Posted July 6th 2011 at 02:36 AM by dredear (hanging on)

I was told I should post this so here goes nothing. My fears:
-Clowns
-Spiders
-Heights
-Balloons
-Surgery
-Doctors
-Strangers
-Parties
-Old Men
-Public Washrooms
-Dogs
Those are my main fears. Theres more, They are all true:\
dredear's Avatar
So many are broken</3
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 255 Comments 2 dredear is offline
 
User Infomation
Your Avatar

Latest Articles & News
- by Mel

Advertisement



All material copyright ©1998-2024, TeenHelp.
Terms | Legal | Privacy | Conduct | Complaints | Mobile

Powered by vBulletin®.
Copyright ©2000-2024, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.
Search engine optimization by vBSEO.
Theme developed in association with vBStyles.