meh

Got rid of the ticker, depressing having to reset it all the time and for other people to see under every post I make
Secret santa in mai form was shit, I got a bag full of sweets, chocolate etc, given to me by someone I haven't really spoken to this year. I could almost see people thinking "ummmm this is awkward, will he eat them here? That'd be horrible". I gave it all away to my friends come lunch, I even felt self concious doing that, just the fact that I had them.
So yeah, that was triggering…
Showering was so painful, more than actually SH'ing. But then again, I go into "SH mode" and I strangely feel very little pain. Getting dressed was like dragging sandpaper up my legs, and to top it all off, one of them started bleeding in form, during that fucking stoooopid secret santa. Not the greatest day ever :/