Responsibility? I'll take it.

Everything is always my fault. You can never take responsibility for anything. You can't admit just once that it's your fault can you? I'm ungrateful? Okay sure, let's say that I am. Who's fault is it? Of course it's mine. I raised my self remember. You were to busy doing whatever the fuck you were doing. I can't believe you made me feel like this again. After all the progress I've made, now I'm back to square one. I've never felt like running away more then I do right now. Bags packed and ready. I'm tired of constantly fighting with you over stupid insignificant stuff. I hate it here. You always make me feel like I'm wrong. Oh and I'm NOT crazy. There is nothing wrong with me. You've always made me feel like I was sick when I wasn't. Drugs, doctors, therapy. I didn't need it. You did. You still do. I can't take it anymore. You don't even care about me anymore. I don't know how many times I have to apologize about that stupid divorce. IT WASN'T MY FAULT. Still you treat me like it was. You really don't care if I'm here or not. I'm just another child support check to you. More money for you. Fuck it I don't even care anymore. Oh and mom, about me going to Hell. In case you haven't noticed, I'm already there.