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A rant of sorts
Posted December 11th 2017 at 06:33 AM by daisy_jam
Stripped by Depeche Mode - I listened to this song when I was younger maybe 13/14 and loved it. Replayed it a thousand times. Forgot about it and then today I found the song again and I'm gushing at how good it sounds. I'm still listening to it. I bet the neighbours are sick of hearing it being replayed over and over again since 9am. 
Anyways. Today I cleaned my bedroom, it's been ages since I've cleaned my room. I found the collar of my cat who passed away last month and I broke down. I really miss my cat and then I got to thinking how and what my life is becoming.
1. I'm 22 and I still live at home.
2. I don't have a full time job but I have a job but I only work every holidays - Christmas, Easter, school holidays, etc.
3. I legit don't have any friends. I cut them all off 5 months ago. I'm by myself all the time.
4. I don't even have life insurance or any form of insurance.
5. I'm gonna die poor.
6. I'm in debt and I don't know how that happened.
7. My mental health is slowly consuming me.
8. I'm feeling insignificant everyday.
9. I constantly think of all the ways I could die and it's overwhelming.
Another year is coming to an end and I don't feel like I've done my part at all. I don't remember anything good about this year.
I think this rant was pointless. I don't feel any better.
Anyways. Today I cleaned my bedroom, it's been ages since I've cleaned my room. I found the collar of my cat who passed away last month and I broke down. I really miss my cat and then I got to thinking how and what my life is becoming.
1. I'm 22 and I still live at home.
2. I don't have a full time job but I have a job but I only work every holidays - Christmas, Easter, school holidays, etc.
3. I legit don't have any friends. I cut them all off 5 months ago. I'm by myself all the time.
4. I don't even have life insurance or any form of insurance.
5. I'm gonna die poor.
6. I'm in debt and I don't know how that happened.
7. My mental health is slowly consuming me.
8. I'm feeling insignificant everyday.
9. I constantly think of all the ways I could die and it's overwhelming.
Another year is coming to an end and I don't feel like I've done my part at all. I don't remember anything good about this year.
I think this rant was pointless. I don't feel any better.
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