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So nice of you to drop by, thank you so much for doing so! In case you don't happen to know who I am, my name is Mark. I'm a 23-year old who's currently building a life that I want to enjoy for the long term. This blog is designed for young adults who seek guidance and clarity on the problems that life often throws at us. What you will gain from reading my blog entries is the wisdom that I've learned along the way that has helped me create and live a better life. You can absolutely do the same. If you happen to read some of my oldest entries, you will notice how I've changed along the way compared to now.
I want to remind you that we all go through challenges and obstacles. We can't go back and change what happened. All we can do is our best at the end of the day and learn from experience so we don't end up repeating the same mistakes.
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Thanks so much for stopping by, have a great day wherever you are in whatever time zone you are in!
I want to remind you that we all go through challenges and obstacles. We can't go back and change what happened. All we can do is our best at the end of the day and learn from experience so we don't end up repeating the same mistakes.
If you ever want to message me about anything, feel free to PM me and I will answer back as soon as possible.
Thanks so much for stopping by, have a great day wherever you are in whatever time zone you are in!
Finding a Special Someone
Posted August 18th 2013 at 08:00 AM by CrusadingAvenger
If you've read my recent blog entries, you would know by now that I've always wanted to find a special someone, a sweetheart during the years of high school. Unfortunately, I haven't found her yet...
However, there's two questions I keep asking myself: am I really wanting a girl in my life just to date, or to really fall in love with? Am I really desperate?
It'd be nice to find my one true love in one shot without having to go through several girls to end up breaking up with just to find the right one. In case you're wondering, have I really dated any girls? The answer is no. I've always wanted to know what it feels like to share affection with someone. Even though I haven't experienced that yet, somehow, I get this feeling inside me that I really know what it means to truly love someone. Majority of the time, I always see girls fall in love with the wrong guys. In some ways, it bothers me, but not a whole lot. However, I do wish that more guys would understand and know how to treat girls right, and to truly care for them. Not that many guys realize what girls truly want from a relationship.
At times, I feel like even though I have everything I want, there's a part of me that feels like I'm living an empty life. Before I continue on, you should know that I'm a performer. I mainly focus on singing, but I can also dance, write songs, and play the piano as well (although, I'm currently learning how to read music and figure out where the notes are on the keys). My dream goal has been to be a musician that can inspire people around the world through the music that he writes and sings. However, after spending some time reading and finding out about how the entertainment world is and how some celebrities are with their personal life, I feel like having second thoughts. I don't want to be famous and putting on a fake smile every time the cameras roll on me when really, outside of my fame and in my personal life, I'm not happy. That's the one thing that I don't want to end up feeling. I'd rather just meet the love of my life, get a good career, and start a family rather than being in the music/entertainment industry and become famous, but live an empty life with no one to truly love. I will continue on with my talents no matter what though, even if I don't end up being in the music/entertainment industry.
Okay, moving right along, here's my vision of a girl that I were to truly fall in love with: we'd always care for one another and be there for each other no matter what the circumstances might be. I'd never cheat on her, or hurt her in any way. I'd cherish every moment with her and hold her close to me, never wanting to let her go. I'd never have to hide anything from her, and I'd be willing to trust her with anything, even my life. It's not only the beauty I look for in a girl; it's her personality. I don't really care if she doesn't possess the same musical talents that I do. As long as she is loving, caring, and has a wonderful personality to always make me smile, then that girl will be everything that I ever wanted and needed. When that moment happens, I really won't take it for granted.
Am I planning to get married soon? Not right now, but definitely when the time comes when I will be ready. It won't be anytime soon though.
I believe that when you really love someone, and that special someone truly loves you back, you have really met your soulmate, and you both have the capacity to share your life with one other. When you believe in someone you love that loves you back, it's not just for a moment; not just only for a certain amount of time; it's forever.
However, there's two questions I keep asking myself: am I really wanting a girl in my life just to date, or to really fall in love with? Am I really desperate?
It'd be nice to find my one true love in one shot without having to go through several girls to end up breaking up with just to find the right one. In case you're wondering, have I really dated any girls? The answer is no. I've always wanted to know what it feels like to share affection with someone. Even though I haven't experienced that yet, somehow, I get this feeling inside me that I really know what it means to truly love someone. Majority of the time, I always see girls fall in love with the wrong guys. In some ways, it bothers me, but not a whole lot. However, I do wish that more guys would understand and know how to treat girls right, and to truly care for them. Not that many guys realize what girls truly want from a relationship.
At times, I feel like even though I have everything I want, there's a part of me that feels like I'm living an empty life. Before I continue on, you should know that I'm a performer. I mainly focus on singing, but I can also dance, write songs, and play the piano as well (although, I'm currently learning how to read music and figure out where the notes are on the keys). My dream goal has been to be a musician that can inspire people around the world through the music that he writes and sings. However, after spending some time reading and finding out about how the entertainment world is and how some celebrities are with their personal life, I feel like having second thoughts. I don't want to be famous and putting on a fake smile every time the cameras roll on me when really, outside of my fame and in my personal life, I'm not happy. That's the one thing that I don't want to end up feeling. I'd rather just meet the love of my life, get a good career, and start a family rather than being in the music/entertainment industry and become famous, but live an empty life with no one to truly love. I will continue on with my talents no matter what though, even if I don't end up being in the music/entertainment industry.
Okay, moving right along, here's my vision of a girl that I were to truly fall in love with: we'd always care for one another and be there for each other no matter what the circumstances might be. I'd never cheat on her, or hurt her in any way. I'd cherish every moment with her and hold her close to me, never wanting to let her go. I'd never have to hide anything from her, and I'd be willing to trust her with anything, even my life. It's not only the beauty I look for in a girl; it's her personality. I don't really care if she doesn't possess the same musical talents that I do. As long as she is loving, caring, and has a wonderful personality to always make me smile, then that girl will be everything that I ever wanted and needed. When that moment happens, I really won't take it for granted.
Am I planning to get married soon? Not right now, but definitely when the time comes when I will be ready. It won't be anytime soon though.
I believe that when you really love someone, and that special someone truly loves you back, you have really met your soulmate, and you both have the capacity to share your life with one other. When you believe in someone you love that loves you back, it's not just for a moment; not just only for a certain amount of time; it's forever.
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