I'm Sorry
Posted September 3rd 2013 at 03:25 PM by Stronger000
Im Sorry
Im sorry I failed
I really did try
But I'm not good enough
I gave in
I want to scream at myself
For giving in
But the temptation was strong
Too strong for me
I look at my wrist
The marks of self harm
Freshly painted
On my now flawed skin
I cover them up with bracelets
No one notices
Or no one cares
Probably both
But to the people that do care:
I am sorry
I tried to stand strong
I really did try
But now I am a failure
A complete mess up
I wanted to stay clean
But I couldn't
So I'm sorry I failed you
I'm sorry if you are now sad
I'm sorry if I disappointed you
I'm sorry
Im sorry I failed
I really did try
But I'm not good enough
I gave in
I want to scream at myself
For giving in
But the temptation was strong
Too strong for me
I look at my wrist
The marks of self harm
Freshly painted
On my now flawed skin
I cover them up with bracelets
No one notices
Or no one cares
Probably both
But to the people that do care:
I am sorry
I tried to stand strong
I really did try
But now I am a failure
A complete mess up
I wanted to stay clean
But I couldn't
So I'm sorry I failed you
I'm sorry if you are now sad
I'm sorry if I disappointed you
I'm sorry
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aww this is really well written and I'm glad you're able to express yourself. But hey, you're not a failure and you didn't disappoint me. Relapses happen, the point is that you're trying. You can do this, you'll get back to your feet and come out stronger this time <3
Posted September 3rd 2013 at 03:44 PM by Not_here