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You're All I've Got.
*Strong language.*
Posted January 29th 2013 at 12:06 AM by Reign.
Okay. So. Rant.
My ex is the most ungrateful person I've ever met.
He's put me through more than anyone knows and he just doesn't care what he does to me or that he says and does things to hurt me.
I've forgiven him for a lot. Recently.
I told him that I wanted to start over and try again and that I loved and missed him.
The next day he texts me and says 'Yeah.. I've been thinking, and I don't think we should.'
I GAVE HIM THE CHANCE HE'S LITERALLY BEEN BEGGING FOR FOR MONTHS and he pulls THIS?!
What the fuck.
I don't get it.
Everytime I open back up to him and let him back in, he ALWAYS does something to hurt me.
I told him, this time, if he leaves to not bother coming back.
He knows this time that I will literally block him out of every corner of my life.
When I see him, I'll pretend I don't.
He'd be dead to me.
I'm so sick of all the shit he does.
And yet, for some stupid reason, I still love him after all this time.
My ex is the most ungrateful person I've ever met.
He's put me through more than anyone knows and he just doesn't care what he does to me or that he says and does things to hurt me.
I've forgiven him for a lot. Recently.
I told him that I wanted to start over and try again and that I loved and missed him.
The next day he texts me and says 'Yeah.. I've been thinking, and I don't think we should.'
I GAVE HIM THE CHANCE HE'S LITERALLY BEEN BEGGING FOR FOR MONTHS and he pulls THIS?!
What the fuck.
I don't get it.
Everytime I open back up to him and let him back in, he ALWAYS does something to hurt me.
I told him, this time, if he leaves to not bother coming back.
He knows this time that I will literally block him out of every corner of my life.
When I see him, I'll pretend I don't.
He'd be dead to me.
I'm so sick of all the shit he does.
And yet, for some stupid reason, I still love him after all this time.
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I am sorry that he has hurt you so much. I wish I had words to help you heal from all of this. I honestly think the best thing to do would be to block him from your life because he doesn't deserve to be given another chance. It seems as though he has made his decision and now it is time to move forward. I know it is not as simple as that but you do not deserve to be hurting like this and if that is all that is going to result from the relationship it might be best to move on.
I really hope that blogging about this has helped in some way and if you need anything please feel free to PM/VM me.Posted January 29th 2013 at 03:19 AM by
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Thank you. <3
I told him to last night that I thought he'd agree that us staying out of each others lives would be the best thing to do. (Then for some reason I felt bad and asked him to take me back and forgive me for saying that.) Anyways. He never replied and I don't think he's going to.
I don't know how I feel about that. But I guess everything will be okay.
You live and you learn and life moves on.
Thanks for commenting.
(By the way, I love your grammatical perfection.)
~Kay.Posted January 29th 2013 at 04:24 PM by Reign. 
