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Posted September 14th 2012 at 09:53 PM by Anatidaephobia
Firstly I think I owe you guys an apology. It feels like I've been gone forever. So I guess this is a quick blog just to update you all.
I first took a break from the internet and everything as exams were proving to be very stressful and everything was getting on top of me. Anyway I kinda liked the solitude and it felt like it was what I deserve to fight this hell alone, After exams I guess at first it was curiosity that prevented me reaching out or coming online. I stopped using Twitter, Facebook and practically anything and told myself that this way I could see who really cared. I guess the truth hurts but at least now I know. Then the longer I left it the less I wanted to come online or to socialise. Instead I sat alone and continued to pretend like everything was fine.
Anyway short of it is nothing is fine, I officially have no friends. I doubt I'll make any at Uni. I don't want to go into what exactly happened this summer as it is still fresh and painful. I guess this is just to say. I'm back I guess and I'll probably be around a bit more.
Thank you for the few of you that contacted me it meant a lot. I hope that everyone is doing ok and just know that I'm only a message away if anyone ever needs anything.
I first took a break from the internet and everything as exams were proving to be very stressful and everything was getting on top of me. Anyway I kinda liked the solitude and it felt like it was what I deserve to fight this hell alone, After exams I guess at first it was curiosity that prevented me reaching out or coming online. I stopped using Twitter, Facebook and practically anything and told myself that this way I could see who really cared. I guess the truth hurts but at least now I know. Then the longer I left it the less I wanted to come online or to socialise. Instead I sat alone and continued to pretend like everything was fine.
Anyway short of it is nothing is fine, I officially have no friends. I doubt I'll make any at Uni. I don't want to go into what exactly happened this summer as it is still fresh and painful. I guess this is just to say. I'm back I guess and I'll probably be around a bit more.
Thank you for the few of you that contacted me it meant a lot. I hope that everyone is doing ok and just know that I'm only a message away if anyone ever needs anything.
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OMG I thought to myself the other day where is emma she has not been online for ages and then got worried so started checking your facebook etc and when I saw no updates etc I got worried and hoped you'd be okay. I'm glad you're back! You know where I am if you need me.Posted September 14th 2012 at 10:30 PM by WhisperingSilence
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Miss you. If I knew how to contact you, I would have. I'm still here for you. And I was worried as well. <3
I just realized I changed my username so you might not even know who I am. It's Britt ( believe.in.hope/Le bonheur* ). :dem:Posted September 15th 2012 at 02:22 PM by Stargazed.
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Hey there! Yay im glad you are back. I was thinking about you the other day. I missed you. Oh! I also changed my username I used to be bsc98-->Unfortunate. Im always here if you need.
Posted September 17th 2012 at 05:35 AM by Lumos.
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I'm glad to see your pretty self back around a bit more. IF you need anything at all or want to talk, I'm just a message away. stay strong sweet. xxPosted September 17th 2012 at 05:35 PM by Everglow.
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I have missed you so much Emma! I'm glad you're back now though, I miss our chats. If you want to talk then I'm always around. I love you. <3Posted November 16th 2012 at 04:05 PM by Oldaccount.
