Grr... I wanna put some of my poetry on here and see what people think. But, I'm so paranoid that someone will steal my poems and take credit for them...

---Hey princess. So im hacking you since my phone was being stupid and idk if you got my text ._. So what I said was (Ugh I dont remember exactly, god im stupid ._.) I miss your smile, I miss your voice, I miss your cute laugh, your cute little accent and that adorable little girl voice you do that makes me smile like an idiot because its just the cutest thing I have ever heard(: I love you for...

Okay, so I'm gonna start posting a song everyday or so that relates to how I feel. Maybe write what's on my mind. Haha RANTING... possibly.


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I suck at it. Haha.

School tomorrow.. well, tutoring. :/
So much work to do.
Feel sick. Like, I'm gonna puke.
F.M.L.

Okay, Noone should patronize me. But, I'm scared. You know.. about December? Well, I honestly don't wanna die in flames. I wanna live my life. And, if we make it to 2013, I'm gonna be so relieved and happy. Call me stupid all you guys want. But, I have a right to freely express my emotions and fears without being afraid of being patronized for it. :/

Haha. Like, I didn't already have enough problems?! The other day.. I found out that my sister had cockroaches in her apartment. :/ Then, she apparently brought them to my house. And, she's had them for years. WTF. AND, I just found one crawling around in the kitchen!!! OH GOODNESS.... EWWW. Like, I don't already have enough eating problems. Now, I barely want to eat. And, apparently... you have to clean like crazy to keep them away. Well, that's gonna be a fucking problem, cause my dad is the...

Okay, so you text me. Right? I didn't know what for. You apparently just wanted to say Merry Christmas. But, I figured you out. Hunny, I know you too well. You were coming down to where I live this weekend? HA. You seriously think I don't know your little plan? I guess the thing that you think I'm only good for. Well, sad news for you.. I'M NOT HAVING...

UGH! I've been waiting so long to be a HelpLINK Mentor.. and, it's only been 8 days. And, I'm thinking about quitting? Wth? I don't know if I should or not. I just feel like the pressure to be perfect at it. And, I know I'm not. Everyone is just sooo much better. I thought I would be amazing. But, like I said... everyone is soo much better. It sucks.