This time last year..
You broke my heart.
Tore it apart.
I was screaming at the top of my lungs.
Cussing at my mom.
Crying myself to sleep...
Cutting my whole arm up...
And, wanting to die...


I miss you...

Haha. Like, I didn't already have enough problems?! The other day.. I found out that my sister had cockroaches in her apartment. :/ Then, she apparently brought them to my house. And, she's had them for years. WTF. AND, I just found one crawling around in the kitchen!!! OH GOODNESS.... EWWW. Like, I don't already have enough eating problems. Now, I barely want to eat. And, apparently... you have to clean like crazy to keep them away. Well, that's gonna be a fucking problem, cause my dad is the...

Okay, so you text me. Right? I didn't know what for. You apparently just wanted to say Merry Christmas. But, I figured you out. Hunny, I know you too well. You were coming down to where I live this weekend? HA. You seriously think I don't know your little plan? I guess the thing that you think I'm only good for. Well, sad news for you.. I'M NOT HAVING...

UGH! I've been waiting so long to be a HelpLINK Mentor.. and, it's only been 8 days. And, I'm thinking about quitting? Wth? I don't know if I should or not. I just feel like the pressure to be perfect at it. And, I know I'm not. Everyone is just sooo much better. I thought I would be amazing. But, like I said... everyone is soo much better. It sucks.

I'm A Little Bit Late, But Merry Christmas Everyone!