Tyler and I may sleep together soon
No, not sex, just sleep in the same bed...if we can not get caught. It wouldn't be a regular thing at all but I just love the idea of spending a night in his arms, nothing sexual or anything like that. We both have that fantasy.
It would be on this trip through the school but apparently they have 2 kids per room and no chaperones so we'd probably be able to work it out as long as we get paired with people who would help us out...and he's got...

My bf and I had our 1st "fight" today but it was a good thing. First of all, it wasn't serious, it was more of a playful argument, 2nd of all, it was over text. It was actually quite fun, more of flirting than fighting, him trying to convince me to sing for him and me refusing to let him hear me sing...but I do think it was good in several ways:
-it shows him that I can hold my opinion about something and fight for it, a side of me he hasn't really seen before (but seems to enjoy)...

So yeah like I've said before, I don't really know if I'm in love just cause I don't have anything to compare it too. And we've only been together for like a month. But I'm considering the possibility that I love him. I said I love you once when saying good night (after he said it 1st) but still not 100% sure. I don't really regret saying I love him, I just don't know that it was the entire truth, but not a lie either.
But he's mentioned love many times. I think 3 times he's come out and said...

My bf has a friend that hates me I'll copy and paste the story from my thread:
"I was at my bf's house today and we went to the park near his house to meet 3 of his friends, 2 girls and a guy (the bf of 1 of the girls). I had met the guy (I'll call him "Scott") and the girl (I'll call her "Kasey") who isn't his gf (I'll call the 1 who is his gf "Jana") before, but only briefly, like a hi, nice to meet you, bye. So I was being shy and not saying much. I...

My bf (almost 4 weeks now!) and I talked about sex. Before, there had been little jokes and stuff but honestly he's better than most guys, my brother included. He makes jokes, but they're usually just about as innocent as sex jokes can be (that sounds kinda wierd, but it can happen). He also flirts with guys (jokingly) and talks about "having sex" with them, but it's all joking around and these other guys don't mind joking around about it either.
Well, today in our texts we were...

More kissing...yeah, I got into it, lol. we have 2 bus rides together to and from an off-campus site where there's a few electives taken there. anyway, so we were kissing on both bus rides, which are maybe like 7-ish minutes long. We weren't kissing the whole time, sometimes I put my head on his chest and he had his arm around me, that was sweet and nice too.
It's wierd cause just last year I could hardly picture myself with a bf at all, let alone holding hands, hugging, cuddling, kissing....

He already texted me once the other night saying "I love you" when he was going to bed. I didn't respond to that one because by the time I thought about it long enough, I didn't want to text him and run the risk of waking him up.
Over the past few days, I've been thinking about it. After he kissed me today, I thought about it a lot. And I think I do love him.
Well tonight he texted me saying he was going to bed. At the end it said "I love you " I had to respond...

I had my first kiss today!!! My bf and I walked out the back of the school together and headed down the side of the school towards the street. After a little ways he said he had to get back to the school for drama rehersal. We hugged for maybe 30 seconds, then I'm not sure exactly what he did, but he took his hand and moved my face to be facing him, and he kissed me!! I didn't really know what to do, so I didn't really kiss him back, but next time I think I'll be able to. It lasted maybe 10-15 seconds,...

I'm beginning to think maybe I do love him. I love so many things about him.
He is the sweetest guy! Today we were talking about kissing, which we haven't done yet. He was saying next time we hang out, he could kiss me. When I seemed to agree, he said that what he really cares about is that it's something I want and I'm not just going along with it. And he wondered if I'd be nervous (which I will be) and he seemed concerned about that. He asked if maybe it was better if he didn't tell me when...

Maybe he does. But we've only been going out for 3 weeks. Is that enough? I never thought it was possible.
We haven't even kissed. That does make it sweeter and very sincere that he loves me even though he hasn't kissed me.
But I'm not sure how I feel. I don't know if I could love him yet. I didn't think 3 weeks was enough time. But I was reading things that say signs that you're in love and it just seems like it fits.
I know it's not lust for sure. I'm not sure about the love....