He's Amazing!

I'm beginning to think maybe I do love him. I love so many things about him.
He is the sweetest guy! Today we were talking about kissing, which we haven't done yet. He was saying next time we hang out, he could kiss me. When I seemed to agree, he said that what he really cares about is that it's something I want and I'm not just going along with it. And he wondered if I'd be nervous (which I will be) and he seemed concerned about that. He asked if maybe it was better if he didn't tell me when he was going to kiss me. And he wanted me to tell him if I had any thoughts about it.
When I asked him what was up he said he was thinking about me. (Most of this is texting by the way). And he's called me "dear" or "my dear" a couple times in text. It's just really sweet. And he says that his parents have to be home when I come over, which is really awesome that he cares about that.
And then of course he told me he loves me. At first I wasn't sure, but now I think maybe I do love him too, or at least I'm falling in love with him.
I've been thinking a lot, worrying about my first kiss soon, getting excited about my first kiss, thinking about him in general. It's great and nerve-wracking at the same time. But mostly I just care about him so much. He's so awesome!!!