Things Are So Much Better

So I've been having computer issues so I haven't been on in like 2 weeks, shortly after I got my first bf. At the time, I felt bad that I got so nervous when he held my hand. Well, it's way better now. Last weekend I watched a movie with him and his family and we cuddled together and I was falling asleep on his shoulder which he said he thought was cute. The same thing happened last night.
Basically we've done almost everything non-sexual except for kiss. But he texted me and said that if I was more awake he might have a chance to kiss me which would be my very first kiss. Initially when we started dating I knew I wasn't ready for kissing yet, but after much thought, I know I'm ready. After our first bad experience holding hands, everything got better, so I'm not too worried.
He's a really sweet guy, which I love about him (although I know I can't love him yet). He's called me "my dear" a couple times over text. And he said he's impatient to see me again. Last night, he kissed my cheek twice and my forehead once, just really lightly and little kisses, which made it even sweeter.
I am just a little nervous though, like that I won't know what to do when he kisses me on the lips. I'm doing better than I usually do with stuff I'm nervous about though. I'm able to calm myself, I guess it's just that I care about him a lot and I know he really cares about me too.
So overall things are really really great It's been a long time since I've been quite this happy!